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9月22日

A lighter side of my hospital stay

Since I gave you the gory picture of what happened to me in the hospital for almost a month, I would tell you some of the lighter side and a bit amusing or sad after the fact.

When I first was admitted to the hospital I had a room to myself for a few days. Then they put a room mate in with me. This room mate had visitors all hours of the day and night. Phone calls as well on the hospital phone as well as her cell phone. Sadly she slept through most of the ringing(I didn't). I got no sleep at all. I was asked if I wanted to move to another room but declined as I didn't want to hurt the other persons feelings, and figured it could also happen in another room. I knew it needed to be done for my health, but didn't have the heart to do it. After a week of this, a young man from the hospital came and whispered into my ear that they were transferring me into a Private room. They gave me no option. They took me for yet another test and when they were about to put me into the room I had been in a nurse told them I wasn't in that room anymore, but in a Private one. They had transferred all my flowers, chap sticks and miscellaneous things.

As my condition deteriorated and finally they did exploratory surgery and found the big hole in my colon and removed 14 inches. When I was in ICU recovering, I woke and was very thirsty with my lips dry and cracking. I remember saying to the first person I sensed in the room one word DRINK, she said sorry, no I couldn't have one. I heard her run water and put this tiny sponge stick into my mouth to get the little water that was on it. She allowed me this 3-4 times. Each time I heard someone come into the room from then on I would say SIP and the procedure was repeated. That was all I was allowed. They were concerned that I would vomit and do damage. I am not sure how long I was in the ICU, but eventually a doctor came in and said I could have Ice Chips. I took to those like a starving woman. My sister came to see me there and found my ID band so tight from the massive amount of fluid that I was retaining. She cut it off and they had to replace it. That was done many times within the almost month I was there.

I was finally taken to my room. Another Private room no less. It turns out I was put into a Private room with a sign Quarantine(or something to that effect) for some mistaken reason. We asked a dr and checked into it, but said look at as a blessing I was in a Private room because of it. I had gone from 5th floor kidney floor to 4th floor surgery floor. When I asked my husband about my things he went to 5th to collect them and someone else was in the room and my flowers and items were at the nurses station. My husband took what he could find home, as they gave me everything new on the other floor when I asked where something was. The two things that didn't get put into my bags of belongs were the most important things to me. My husband had bought me a Chap Stick and my daughter had bought me an expensive herbal lip therapy and they were both missing. Imagine someone taking something like that and I had already used them. That really upset me.

Remember my mind was in a doped up state for about the first 3 weeks. I had a big obsession with the ChapStick(my dear neighbor replaced that) and Ice chips. I wouldn't let anyone touch them or put them out of my reach. I would threaten to cut their fingers off. At times I would put the Chap Stick into the pocket of my johnny for fear someone would take it or put it out of my reach. The Ice Chips were my fix because they wouldn't let me eat. The poor aids and nurses had a hard time getting my temperature because of it, they had to get my temperature under my arm. Everything that went into my stomach went out a tube into a container they were observing. I was asked at one point by a nurse not to eat any Ice Chips for a while so they could get a true calculation in the container.

I had one bad experience with a night aid as I awoke I asked her for some Ice Chips, because my were melted. She put her hands on her hips and said NO, I wasn't supposed to have anything at all. I knew she was wrong but she got very rude and told me my nurse told her that. I knew she was wrong about me not having anything, but in my state of mind it made me very mad at my nurse. I was so upset that I wouldn't even ring my nurse to ask her. But boy oh boy did I ever light into her when she came into my room. She had no clue what I was talking about. Said she would never do that. I discribed the aid to her and she knew who I was talking about. She hadn't heard it so could do nothing about it. I apologized to that nurse many times over. Now in hind sight, I am wondering if maybe it was my imagination that the aid was there when my husband said I was seeing people in my room that weren't there from all the drugs they had me on.

Everytime a dr or nurse came into the room and had to leave for something and said they would be right back, I would tell them I would be right there! I was the favorite patient, because I didn't call hardly at all and never complained. I knew they had to do what they had to do and told them so. I had one time when I desparately needed someone in the room and buzzed the nurses button. Whoever answers it for the nurses didn't tell them. I buzzed about three times and she told me they would get there when they got there as they were doing their rounds. That irritated me to have her make the decision instead of allowing the nurse or aid to decide, because I never buzzed unless it was important.

My primary dr came in and told me that she would have me home before I had been there a month. I got out 4 days shy a month.

9月20日

If unpleasant things gross you out please don't read this-it is my experience in the hospital

 



Sunday, July 6, 2008
Woke with pain in lower abdomen every time I went to the bathroom and had to hold myself to urinate. It was bad all day. During the rest of the week it got worse with nausea , headache, unable to eat, dry heaves, unable to drink just sip.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Finally went to my family doctor. She did blood test and took x-ray of my stomach. She started me on antibiotics..
Friday, July 11, to Aug 7, 2008
Much worse today. My neighbor Barbara Sligh kept coming over to check on me and was very concerned. Finally, late afternoon she said she was taking me to the ER. Donald said he would meet us there. We arrived about 5:50 pm, from there I went down hill quickly. My body started shutting down fast. I became very incoherent. I couldn’t even remember my social security number. Was sitting in wheelchair when my body shut down. It looked like I was sleeping but I wasn’t. I heard thing around me but unable to respond. Finally got into examination room about 7 pm. Nurses undressed me and put a hospital johnny on me. They decided that I was very dehydrated and started giving me iv fluids. Was admitted to the hospital about 3 am Saturday , July 12, 2008. It went very bad from there. They put 40-50 lbs of fluid onto me and my kidneys wouldn’t release it. A kidney biopsy was done. My weight was so fast that my feet and legs couldn't support it to stand. In the mean time they were giving me massive amounts of steroids and antibiotics. My body conditions got worse with no answers, so they did a bone marrow test. By Saturday, July 19, 2008 my condition was so bad they decided to do exploratory surgery. I told God before going into surgery that if he wanted me home to take me. I must have more work here on earth to do as I came through. I had a huge hole in my colon and septic was going through my body. Without the surgery I would have died of septic poisoning. I was told I had imaginary people in the room( I was on morphin from the time I arrived July 11 to the third week I was there and refused to use more). Talked about my grandchildren Kaitlyn and Zachary being in the hall and my Son DJ(they are in Maine and couldn't be there). They used every antibiotic there was on the market to use after to fight infection. One I was alergic to "Cefepime". I had about 7 iv lines that failed. They finally put a pick line in a deep vein to my heart to draw blood. They left that one for a week and closed that so I wouldn't get another infection and put another pick line in my left groin. I had so much blood drawn from July 12-Aug 7, 2008 that there wasn’t a vein left to use. My right leg and arm have many blood clots from being so big(200 + lbs) and not being able to move in the bed to keep them fluid. They got me healed and stabilized so I could go home with pill prescriptions. I improved 1000 percent when I got home. My dear neighbor Barbara Sligh took care and changed my dressing morning and evening. The Home health care released me last week Sept 11th Carmen came to the house to finish up and released me.I am showing a couple of photos my husband took to show what it is to have a colostomy bag to empty your stool and one of what I look like now.
I am thanking God that I have the possibility to have it reversed. I go in November to the surgeon to discuss the reversal. She never saw me before all the fluid was put on my body. She didn't recognize me when I went for my follow up and weigh 149 lbs! She boldly told me that had she not operated I would have died(said I probably felt like dying). I have to be honest that it didn't enter my mind. I knew I was in God's hands and wasn't afraid. I was more concerned of what it was doing to my husband.
My oldest daughter came from Maine for the week end so was there for my surgery, one of my sisters came when I was in ICU(She called another sister in Maine when she got home horrified at how I looked). Some of my neighbors came and the officials of the community association as I am the Treasurer. NONE of them said anything of how horrible I looked(bless them). One dear neighbor even told me I looked beautiful. Keep in mind I never saw a mirror until the last few days in the hospital(I couldn't believe the way I looked. I didn't recognize myself!).If you don't feel well, get it checked. I could't believe how fast my health failed.
9月9日

Hitch hiker on our car hood going to town

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Hitch hiker on our car hood going to town


Before leaving our yard I noticed something green on the hood of our car. It was some sort of bug and as always my camera mind kicked into high gear. I went back into the house and got my camera and took a couple of photos of this strange looking green bug. We preceeded to get into the car and leave for the errands we needed to do in town. It was amazing watching the bug cling to the hood of the car. It manuvered for the wind velosity. This little critter stayed on the hood of the car from 35 mph to 60 mph. It stayed on the hood until we got to a light in town many miles from home. It went toward the wheel well and then I think it couldn't hold its own with the wind. Here are the photos I took before we left and while we were driving.